Sunday afternoon

 

Today I'd like to talk about reverse discrimination. I've always tried to never discriminate or be racist in any way shape or form because I feel like it's just a form of hate.

But over the past few years at work, I feel as though some of us are experiencing reverse discrimination. The reason being is because the bosses threaten to write people up or reprimand them or even fire them if they don't do certain things. Yet the only ones getting wrote up are us white folks. Let me be clear some of the white folks have special ed type issues and those ones seem to be safe. For example one gal that is "special" got pulled from her area for doing such a bad job and now she's a float. Myself on the other hand, I got blamed for an area not being cleaned often enough even though I'm not the only one working in that area and I got wrote up. The others did not. Nothing was even said to them. Then I got wrote up for not cleaning a room good enough supposedly. But this other person can do a terrible job on their area to the point they need to be pulled from it and they still have a job and haven't been written up. The folks we work with that are a different skin color get away with murder. While some of the white folks get blamed for the crap they do wrong. Yet they don't even get spoken to about their mistake. The non white folks get a month and half of vacation all at once and the rest of us get a week at a time. It's total BS! There was one colored girl that got fired after they spent a year gathering evidence and FINALLY got rid of her. 

A YEAR!

I do one thing wrong and I'm in the office the next day getting threatened with my job over something minor.

I don't understand why this is happening in the workplace but it makes it difficult to not feel slighted and angry. I think we should all be treated the same. I have an issue with my lungs and I was told it was a personal problem. Yet others who have issues with their health get away with certain crap. Maybe it's just our management that's the problem. But I am still calling BS on it. 

I don't think discrimination of ANY kind should be allowed in the workplace. I don't give a shit what color someone's skin is or what kind of health issues they have. When will we all be treated like equals? Discrimination has been happening for thousands of years. According to a google search the first slave was in 2030 BCE. Thousands of years. When will it end for all of us? They talk about being all inclusive at work but only certain people get treated certain ways. BS!

Time for some black and white movies and some closet decluttering.

Sunday morning

Sitting here this morning after watching Ginger Minj win Season 10 of RuPaul's all stars. I was in tears. I've started watching Drag Race out of curiosity but I ended up enjoying it.

I finished my Sex and the City series so I'm good now for closure. I don't know if there will be more episodes or if that's it. But whatever. 

I spent Saturday doing a couple chores and washed my cpap equipment. Got a grocery delivery. Now I'm about ready to call it a night. I might watch movies later today when I wake up while I'm decluttering the closet.

Ciao!

Thursday

 

Hello and happy Thurday.

I had a pulmonologist appointment today. He's trying me on some new medicine to hopefully keep me out of the hospital. We'll see. I'm also doing an oximetry sleep test tonight to measure my oxygen levels as I sleep with my cpap without the oxygen hooked to it. If I do okay they can stop the oxygen therapy. Less money going out of my pocket would be good.

Ordered McDonald's and just relaxing for the rest of the day. I got DashPass from DoorDash so I got a free HBO Max account so I have more things to watch when I get bored.

Trying different games from Google Play. Can't find ones I'm happy with.

Thursday

 

You know the saying older and wiser? It comes from all the experiences in life. Today I was presented with one that really hurt my feelings. I've always tried to make new friends but I am seeing now that it's no longer worth the effort.

A few months back a young man was having troubles and he had no money, no food and no home. I gave him a little money and a little food so he wouldn't starve over a weekend. He had confided in me and told me his story. So yesterday at work in an innocent effort to check on him and get to know him a little better I was asking him some questions about how things were going and all of a sudden he took offense and was telling me it was creepy. Then he unfriended me from Facebook. I still don't understand what I did wrong but it hurt my feelings. All I tried to do was be a friend and helped him in a time of need and this is how I get repaid. 

It has made me no longer want to talk to people or make anymore attempts in the future to make friends. It's no longer worth the waste of time and effort. People are just aholes. I have no interest in bothering with them anymore. They obviously don't give a damn about me or my feelings so why should I care about them?

Had pizza for lunch and I'm having coffee and cheesecake now. The only thing I have to look forward to each day is going to work and eating and watching tv and playing video games. F*ck people! I will continue to be polite and nice but I am no longer going to offer to help people or go out of my way to talk to anyone anymore. Not after this.

I am ok keeping to myself. Screw them. I have lived in my own little world my entire life. It no longer matters to me.

Monday

 

Ah once again another day is here.

Today I go to the doctor to see if I can return to work. Looking forward to it. Getting bored sitting here. I spent yesterday changing a few passwords because of the hackers and such. It's a shame those folks can't find something legitamate to do with those talents.

Watched tv and played my mobile games yesterday. I discovered they updated my witch's magic shop game and spent the better part of the afternoon trying to figure out to make the pies and deliver them. LOL! I couldn't find much information online about how to do it so there we are. 

There is so much involved in the Stardew Valley game that I wonder if I'll ever get through it all. I love that little game. It was so worth paying for it. I am waiting for Haunted Chocolatier to come out as well. I get so little pleasure in life. It's nice to have this.

Planning to rest today again and then back to the grind tomorrow if the doc doesn't decide to be a dickhead today.