Emotional Overeating
Since I am no longer in contact with family and family friends my emotional overeating has stopped. It was so bad before I would just eat all day long. I would make myself so full I thought I would throw up. Now without all that stress and pain I am doing ok. After a lifetime of not having any family support or relationships I finally said the hell with it and cut them all loose. No sense beating a dead horse. I can't believe I spent over 50 years trying to win their love and approval. I should've let them all go a long time ago. It took me all that time to realize they didn't love or want me around despite whatever BS they told me. They didn't even make the effort. I had to do all the work. Just so I could be criticized and verbally abused. The rest of the damned family wouldn't even talk to me so I said the hell with it. Enough was enough. Sometimes you just have to let go.
I'm getting ready to get some lunch and watch tv. I might play some Breath of the Wild this afternoon yet. I'm on my second cup of coffee. Yummy! It's very cold here today. It's going to be cold the rest of the week. Not looking forward to it.