You know the saying older and wiser? It comes from all the experiences in life. Today I was presented with one that really hurt my feelings. I've always tried to make new friends but I am seeing now that it's no longer worth the effort.
A few months back a young man was having troubles and he had no money, no food and no home. I gave him a little money and a little food so he wouldn't starve over a weekend. He had confided in me and told me his story. So yesterday at work in an innocent effort to check on him and get to know him a little better I was asking him some questions about how things were going and all of a sudden he took offense and was telling me it was creepy. Then he unfriended me from Facebook. I still don't understand what I did wrong but it hurt my feelings. All I tried to do was be a friend and helped him in a time of need and this is how I get repaid.
It has made me no longer want to talk to people or make anymore attempts in the future to make friends. It's no longer worth the waste of time and effort. People are just aholes. I have no interest in bothering with them anymore. They obviously don't give a damn about me or my feelings so why should I care about them?
Had pizza for lunch and I'm having coffee and cheesecake now. The only thing I have to look forward to each day is going to work and eating and watching tv and playing video games. F*ck people! I will continue to be polite and nice but I am no longer going to offer to help people or go out of my way to talk to anyone anymore. Not after this.
I am ok keeping to myself. Screw them. I have lived in my own little world my entire life. It no longer matters to me.