I have tried with people. I truly have. But I'm at the point where I'm ready to give up. It's been almost 60 yrs. People are still the same jerks they've always been. They're not gonna change and I'm tired of waiting for someone to care. I just can't with people anymore. I'm done. I'm sick of trying just to have people hurt me again and again. They must get some sick form of pleasure from it because that's the only way I can get it to make sense in my head.I don't want to waste anymore energy on people who don't give a rats ass about me.