So tired today of everyone being in failure mode & whining about it. They refuse to do anything to help themselves without calling themselves idiots and failures. They refuse to even try to help themselves. Instead they lean on they're mental issues like a frickin crutch and use it as their excuse to not try. I find that highly annoying when I've spent a lifetime dragging myself through childhood trauma and I've come out on top with no shrinks and minimal medications. Mostly it's been all me and my inner strength. I don't understand why anyone wouldn't wanna fight to pull themselves out of the muck and the mire and clean themselves off and march into their futures fighting. You're gonna be suicidal if you keep reading the same script to yourself over and over. You have to wanna try to heal yourself or you will be stuck in the same rut forever.