Been under the weather for a while. On medical leave for a little bit. Whether or not I can manage this financially is unknown to me. But this has put some things into perspective for me. God spent years calling to me. And waiting for me. I have spent years working my way toward His love. So I know that no matter happens with this, everything will be ok. Am I scared? Yes. Am I worried? Yes. Do I know the outcome? No. But I trust God. And He knows the outcome. Meanwhile I will try to rest and be patient and work toward healing. I know God will take care of me. I'm going to do a little bit of rehab tomorrow and then just rest. Will move forward on Monday.
I found out just how difficult it is to be a patient in the facility I was in. I have to say I was very disappointed with the care. Very disappointed with the lack of interest by the staff. Not all of them of course but a lot of them. I would not recommend. There were some that took really nice care of me and were so kind. The others... 🙄
Anyway, I'm down for a short time. Actually on some oxygen here at the house. I will have to start making sure I take my work breaks alone. And make sure to stay masked up. I have to check on some vaccines to see if I missed one.
I've watched 1883, 1923 and now started on Taylor Sheridan's Landman. I have to say the show is mighty good so far.
Tomorrow I must partake of televised church services and try to find some rehab to do. I've been too tired and ill for video games so perhaps a little Stardew Valley tomorrow.
Bed time darlings...