Good morning. Sitting here this morning feeling kinda bummed out. Wondering what has happened to the world. People are stupid and crazy and it's no fun anymore. People are so immersed in their smart phones and themselves that they barely interact with the rest of the world anymore on a real level. People have changed. Conversations have changed. People do horrible things anymore to one another. Murdering, stealing, hurting themselves, and hurting each other. People think they're entitled to treat people like crap and say whatever the hell they want and the people they hurt aren't allowed to fight back. Then they wonder why people shut them out. Why they go no contact. This new world is just an awful place to be. I'm scared to go anywhere anymore because of the prevelance of shootings and other crimes in our town as well as around the US.
I feel completely alone anymore. Nobody pays attention to me in real life or on social media. I have a few friends on one site but they've been too busy to chat so I been doing other things to keep busy. I had a forum I went to for mental health purposes but one of the members was so awful to me I finally left. It's ok though cuz the place was stressing me out anyway.
Anymore at work I don't talk much to anyone. I just kinda do my thing and speak when spoken to. I'm afraid to go into patient rooms cuz I'm scared of getting sick. So many have covid and the flu and pneumonia. I'm still recovering from the pneumonia so I don't want anything else.
I'm still using my oxygen at work some and at home although it's mostly overnight with my cpap machine. I need to start working out in February. I've been resting long enough. On my days off I need to work out and clean house. This sitting around BS has to stop. I'm working on my diet. As best I can anyway.
Have a lovely day! 🎕